Sunday, October 30, 2005

Hold on tight

Damn work and assignment are crazy. I have been busy for the last weeks with all these assignments following me and won't let me go. Hehehe. I still have a week of torture to go, please God let me hanging here, don't let me fall. I've been feeling tired for ages now, lack of sleep, working, uni morning to night doing assignment, damn all torture. Fingers crossed this will be my last semester, then I won't have anymore torture killing me. One week to go, help me here God. :D

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Someone who loves you ...

1. Someone who loves you cannot give reasons why they love you. They only know, in their eyes, you are the one.

2. Someone who loves you always make you angry or crazy or stressed. But they never know what stupid things they have done, because all they did is for your sake.

3. Someone who loves you rarely praised you but in ther heart you are the best, and only they know.

4. Someone who loves you will be angry if you never reply to their messages, because they care and they do not want anything happen to you.

5. Someone who loves you only drop their tears in front of you. When you try to wipe their tears, you touch their hearts that always beating for you.

6. Someone who loves you will always remember every word you say, even those unintentional words, and they will always use those words at the right time.

7. Someone who loves you will not make promises easily, because they do not want to break those promises. They want you to trust them and they want to give you the happiest life forever.

8. Someone who loves you maybe won't remember special events or occasions, like your birthday, but they know that every seconds they spend they love you, does not matter what day are those days.

9. Someone who loves you does not say "I love you" easily, because everything they do for you is to show that they love you. They will only say "I love you" on special occasions, because they want you to know that they love you.

10. Someone who loves you will go to the airport to pick you up. They will not bring a bunch of roses and call you "honey" as you wish, but they will take your suitcase and ask "Why do you lose weight in 2 days?" with their sincere heart.

11. Someone who loves you does not know if they have to call you when you are angry, but they will message you after a while. If you ask why they call late, they would answer that when you are angry everything they say are rubbish but when you are calm their explanation will then be useful.

12. Someone who loves you will always keep everything you have given, even the little note saying "I LOVE YOU" is in their wallet. And someone who loves you rarely say sweet things, but you know that their kisses say them all.

13. Someone who loves you will always try to make you smile and laugh eventhough the way to do it sometimes confuse you.

14. Someone who loves you will heal your broken heart and will take care of it with their hearts so it won't hurt anymore eventhough they have to hurt their own heart.

15. Someone who loves you will let you go if you are not happy with them, and they will be happy eventhough you, the one they love, happy with other person.

*Unknown source

Thursday, September 22, 2005

RAM + Job Interview

Wohoooo ... At last I got my new RAM, just got it today from the seller (bought it from eBay). And my new laptop runs fast, smooth, and nice. I can't expect more than this. I got a nice laptop and spent only reasonable amount of money for them. Thanks to Mr. Zed for the help while choosing and driving me around the city looking for this (read previous post). And thanks to my beloved bf who did the effort of putting in the RAM for me. *huggles*

Just had a job interview this morning for Bakers Delight. I kinda like the place and the job they said I'm gonna do. Hopefully I will get the job, but I gotta wait for about a week before I can find out if I get the job or not. *fingers crossed

Monday, September 19, 2005

New Laptop ... La La La!!

At last last week on Friday I decided to go hunt for new laptop. I keep checking the DickSmith website for the availability of the laptop that I like and it seems that stock is getting rare, so I decided to hunt for the new one and sell my old one after. So I called around and go to some stores and every shop said the laptop I want is gone. Even the other one that is one of my choices is also not available. Until when I went to Harvey Norman, this shop has both my choices, so there I spent about an hour deciding. After I checked em out, I decided I did not like the one that I really want at the first place, and decided to go for my second choice. So here I am with my new laptop, brand new Compaq Presario M2217AP.

Come to think about it, it was the right decision to buy first. I was actually thinking to buy new one when I got money from selling old one. But since almost all shops has no more of them and my stupid PC's memory is broken, it is good to have this laptop to use. If not, I will be stuck with no computer. Hehehe.

Btw, I missed a job interview last Wednesday. Got a phone call from my workplace asking for someone to work that afternoon and since I have nothing to do, I decided to take it. Not long after that I got a phone call for a job interview that afternoon and I cannot take it, since I accept the offer to work already. I regret taking the job, but maybe it is not for me anyway.

Going to eat my dinner now ...

Saturday, September 17, 2005

How Weird Are You?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Live and Death

I just talked to my best friend today, chatted with her for a bit when I got home from uni this evening. She asked me if I already read her latest post on her blog, which I already did. She talked about her close friend who died about a year ago from Leukemia. When I first found out about this, her death raised a lot of questions and thoughts in my head. Even until now, I still cannot asnwer them.

I was thinking how can someone's so young died that fast. Live is still a long journey for her to go through. I feel really sorry about her, I trully do. She still has a lot to try, a lot of things for her to do, a lot of people she hasn't met. I cannot imagine how do her families feel and think. I cannot imagine how painful it will be for her families and friends. I think we just cannot really guess or know when God will take our soul away. We cannot really guess and know when God will take away someone we love.

I also feel sad for my best friend, she lost me once when I left my country to study here in Perth and now she has to lost another one. She told me how hard it is for her to actually find someone again after I left, she said she was happy to find someone that she can really be close to. And then it was very tragic that she has to lost it so soon. I haven't even met this girl yet, I wish I had a chance to meet her once.

Sometimes I wish I can be back there in my country to help her, to talk to her, and just to accompany her to get through with this. But I just can't. I can only wish for all the best in the world for both of them.

*In memory of Novi. Eventhough I didn't get a chance to know you, I believe you are a wonderful person.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Desperation

I've been spending my weekend last week to watch Desperate Housewives. I had nothing else to do, since I finished watching my CSI. I didn't think that DH will be good, but it turns out to be really good in my opinion. DH is focusing on the lives of people living in a neighbourhood, but why is it unusual? The point of view of this series is unique, you see people's lives from a dead person view. And I kinda like this as the naration also using the voice of the dead peson so it really makes you think that the dead person roaming around, watching people, and talking about them. Some people might not like it, like a friend of mine said "It's too slutty". I honestly thought the same thing at first, but as I watched the first episode I started to think that this is just like a drama series and it has an interesting plot, kinda sad ending though. So there it goes I spent my weekend watching it. I cannot wait till the second season comes out, since the first season ended with lots of questions about what is happening with the people.

Talking about desperation, I kinda get tired nowadays. I started to do lots of things most of the days, getting very busy. Maybe I need more rest than usual, since I am doing lots more things than usual. Tried to play FlyFF yesterday, not very interesting for me, maybe I am bored with online games.

My mum and dad is currently in Turkey, they have a week tour around Turkey. So far they just don't like the food, probably because it's very different with our usual food. Mum told me that people said that Turkey is beautiful, so maybe the scenery will make up for the food after all.


des·per·a·tion
n.
1. The condition of being desperate.
2. Recklessness arising from despair.